you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Saturday, January 09, 2010
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7:13 PM
haish.... i dunnno why, i'm getting ups and downs nowadays. super happy and super sad until i can cry. idk. jus think of stuffs. i really hope life could get better. maybe it was me who is the problem. the way i look at things and the way that i live my life.
i really hope people will care more for me leyyy. lol.. instead of the other way round. i hope people will seriously take initiative, instead of the other way round. i'm tired. really tired.
i'm reading a book that jie bought me from china. its a super cool and touching book. super super. even me who hardly cry while readin veh much wanted to. it is realy OMG!
yeah. next week yr 5 and 6 sch reopen. harhar. like that then fair to us ma. LOL. yeah. imma really weird nowadays idk why. really really weird. my mood, the stuffs i said, the various ways i bahaved and stuffs i think, the way i think and see things. sometimes good mostly bad. lol. idk how to say. aye. i bet busy days is round the corner! 3BingBongBiang gonna jiayous. and other year 3s too LOL.
idk what to say le... bye!
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seriously, the past are bothersome.
people are bothersome.
my thoughts are bothersome.
the ways people treats me are bothersome.
it is bothering me; my mood too much.
it hurts, it pained, its suicidal.
hope it will stop someday
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i'm gone; so long
