you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Monday, January 04, 2010
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10:15 PM
haish.... it was ohkay ba. school is super stuffy and big and messy! lost my way! ._. the hall de flooring is a little bouncy bouncy type. super cool. and the grass is synthetic or whatever de. means we wont gett muddy feild! YEAH! and it is not even grass at all. its like green coloured plastics stuff? at first i thought is short short grass nia. LOL. but some beady stuffs keep getting into our shoes hahahah ppl super funny. we all remove our shoes and pour the stuffs out. but i still prefer it over muddy field! one thing to whine about is that BICULTURAL CLASS HAS NO AIRCON! previously all have de lor! HAISH! ahhhh. but its ohkay la. its in the cornor. sort of. yupyup. quite windy. yeah! sit with wei ning and woon min. but idk who should i go with ley. its like i'm neither here nor there. hope i'll blend into 2j they all? idk. but i'm still more comfortable with RINA, WAN XUAN, SHU YING and LIUHAN! AHHH I MISS THEM LIKE HELL LOT. i wonder if they feel the same way. LOL. ahhhh. and i'll be having hell lot of free period. lol. cause of my combi. but the ppl whom got same combi with me de idk ley. sian sian. hope tomorrow is gonna be a better day!
sad thing is about cca stuffs. ahhh. dun wanna talk about it le. super emo. haish. this school. idk what to say le. well. mindsports is no longer a cca in rv. thanks to RVHS. idk why they wanna kick us out. haish. i wanna scream like hell. super super emo. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. good game le.
hope i'll be happier ba. with surroundings changed. yup yup. idk though. i'm still dang sian diao. but i quite fortunate le. hahah cause i know quite alot of ppl in my class. still ohk ba trying to blend in.
actually i'm gonna watch hi sweetheart. but i think veh late le!!!!!!!!!! ahhh. i'm still super sian nowwwww........................ idk why.this life life life of mine........... idk. i'm like stuck. idk where to go what to do.
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i'm neither here not there
my mind is just.empty.
i really dont know what to do
but i guess i'll just
keep holding on.
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i'm gone; so long
