you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Friday, January 08, 2010
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3:10 PM
ahhhh. alot of hw. !!!! alot alot. got math. clit bicult.phy. chinese and eng! ahhhh. math is gonna take me liken super long! ahhhh die. chinese and eng ohk. clit also alot. and bicult. aye. sian sian sian. but i ohk.
i think i made a few frens. LOL. but most is old fren. . LOL. sit with dear and dear. hahahha. our teacher was ohk. llalalla funnny ppl. but idk they teach gd anot. our class got alot ppl!!!!!!! 40 plus! more transfer in i think. its squeezy leh..... aye. i shrunk! lighter and shorter. idk what to blog.
i veh emo nowadays. aye. super down. but thanks to some ppl hahahah cheer me up! (: but sometimes no use.... aye. veh sad. i need love love love. any kind. fren also can hahahah. i veh sian.
that ah ning. dun let me bathe. dun let me do this and that. stupid-.- i cant do anyth! i need to go do my stuff. she keep asking me to talk to her. she want me to kill her time. so mean! always li yong me!!!!! huh! maybe i owe her in my last life. but now i need to bathe and do hw. she dun let me! ahhhh!!!!! veh sian.
that ah ning!!! ahhh! QI SI WO LE. dun let me got bathe. ahhhh. keep asking me to talk to her.
ok done. we talked for an hour! omg. can u believe it. lol. she better pay me back and treat me nicely.
aye. emomo. imma kinda wondering things nowadays. cause i saw alot of it. and and emotions within me just mixed. idk. bits of these and thats. i just dun understand these ppl. do i really know them? they dun listen. they spiked ppl. do anyth without thinking abt everything that could possibly happened after that. i admit imma like that to. but at least i think. they dont. they do things impulsively. aft that they tasted they medicine and regretted about it. forgetting about the fact that it was the choice they had made in the first place when other ppl around them is asking him/ her not to. in the end. they blamed everyth and everyone. not looking at themselves, people are always liike that i guess. they dun admit whats wrong with themselves however, keep finding faults with other people. when will they learn? idk. really really. this is really hard. really. maybe i should not have tried in the first place cause im left dissapointed now. alot alot. my heart just fell to bottom bottom. aye. imma gonna improve myself for now and not giving a damn abt other ppl le. i shud just live my screwed up life and stop poking my nose everywhere. maybe i shud just devote myself in sch works and sch mates. idk why imma veh happy ard them. harhharh. alth imma like issed and upset with hw and them but ohk la! yay!
yay. there is gonna be no more noisy and nosy me le. happy? no more retarded smile. relentless blabbering and nagging. it just left me tired out. i've been retarded all the while. yah. thanks. i have had my lesson learnt. thanks truckloads.
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i hope my life can change.
change for the better.
no more pain.
no more disappointment.
no more stresss. no more no more
sooner or later imma gonna breakdown.
like really. hope i can pull through it ba.
that is all i wanted. be stronger.
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i'm gone; so long
