you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
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6:13 PM
today was ahhhhh. emo! i got free period and alot of them. idk what to do. cause only me and a guy got the same combi. so...... ya. i just loner lo. maybe i go lib from now on and emo. slack. dunnnno what to do. hectic life has yet to start manzxc. i still got no hw. i rather have no hw than to take chem. today was ohkay. i realise after all. only rina and liu han is most friendly and truthful and treat me the best. shuying was second. wan xuan can pardon her cause she psl! hahahha ppl still say hello to me though .... vivan, xiu mei, joanne, marion. they were awesome frens!!!! those who do so!!!!!! love yah guys!!!lol. i will stil remember de. hmmm. i envy 2j gals siah. they are still ever so hot (: hahahah.. i know alot "secret" today. ah ning... ahem ahem super funny. laugh until i...... faints. aye aye. lib is like my second classroom lo seriously. aye aye aye. i can build a house and emo there! LOL! sian sian sian.
i wanna change my life siah. though some parts i like it. some parts i dun. heh heh. school was quite fun sometimes. quite like our tchers. :D we are super fortunate lo! our teachers super nice. idk. abt some...... hmm....... let time show ba.
haish school is super stuffy i kept sweating buckets, now i know why le. is cause i took anti biotics and sweat cold sweats! lol. my mum told me today. that explains why i wasnt even sticky aft that. stairs were killer. i climb until woah. ohkay la. can exercise. and walking from one place to another is super super far. i till now dun even know how to walk to my class! so obvious imma lu chi nia. still need ppl to rescue me. lol! and imma lost la. omg omg. school is spinning my head ard. every cornor and every stairs looks de same. ahhhh. help! i even mistook the librarian for the principal. omg. YAH YAH I REALLY CMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhh. yah yah retarded me
saw big bang badges today! woah. getting them real real soon. i guess when they display de got pics de ba. aye. yay tomo i think no chem.that means no lonely free period for me ^^ hahaha. and i beat xiaodan for amounts of free period. lol. nth to be proud and boast abt though. only more slacking and rest time X: i really hope can do better for my eng ._. imma getting worried... nvm...
pretending and pretending and pretending. it is what i'm gonna do for now. fake a smile. its an easy task for me now. i'll only be my real self in sch. so dun worry sch mates. hahaha.
dun worry queen and crystal dear..... it is not ur imma upset about. i'll reserve a place for ur in my heart de.
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what you have had done to me;
you will get it back; not to worry.
probably i won't do anything to you;
but i will remember you forever;
feel hornoured.
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i'm gone; so long
