the wounds made me stronger.

you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009 ; 7:36 PM

ooh! beah cleaning is so tiring but fun.
first thing first. i changed place and sat with bing da. hahahha. first time sit with boys siah. still okay la! :DD the sit quite cool :) in front is jiaying and wen xin and behind is ching yee and wan xuan. hahah! actually jia ying and wen xin wanted to change with gina and huei min! hahahah! but me and bing da was like, NO! hahah! omg, gina and huei min is such a hilarious pair! hees. and wan xuan is like surrounded my JOKERS and siao siao and enthu people! :D me, joanne, ching yee and kah leong! [dunnno abt bingda] but i think wan xuan still cant tahan la! hahah! hmm... today champs talk abt relationship things lo! *eyes at people* hahah! some people are feeling damn guilty! and whenever any teacher mentions abt this kind of stuffs, people starts laughing! hahaha! ooh and ms zeng wants us to list out the advantages and disadvantages of BGR. ALL JOKER ANSWERS! lol. someone wrote disadvantage:被郑老师抓lol! and other one is "will care abt looks" but somebody likes someone is for who they are and not for how they looks right?!? :|
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beach cleaning;
here are some pics i took! so nice and cool! rina wants it but i din manage to send :X phone batt low :|

just reached there! so picturesque right :)

i love beaches:) the sound and the sight of the waves hitting
the shore is so nice :)

beaches ROCKS :) lol

nice scenery :)

chingyee picking sth. joanne carrying the trash bag and isa
and gina picking rubbish :)

isa the SANTA CLAUS:D give out present! hahah! so CUTE!
they walk away :|

rina YAWNING while everyone is picking rubbish D: hahah! no la!
she is posting!

looking at the sky! both ofLOVE beaches! :D hahah! but seems to be
looking at different directions :|

I slacking! ahaha! watch ppl pick rubbish! haha! no LA! just random!
thanks mei xin for taking photo for us (:

obviously LINA REE wrote it! i asked her why is i love her;
instead of she loves me! den she said, cause she wrote it -.-

hooooohoooooo! the 2J ppl ba :D what are they doing? :O

What is lina doing? lol! she is acting bossy again! hahah! no la!
she is just instructing JL to pick rubbish! :D haha! believe me? :D

Lina's glove has got a hole -.- think the teacher ask her to wear
a plastic bag instead! so retarded right! hahah! Lina and MX and JL
saw the swings and go play lo! leave me to pick up the rubbish all
alone :| meanies! BOOHOO:|

FYI, isa can be unglam too! :|

LOL get use to it! :D

OMG i hope my muscle ache recovers tomo! got netball! must JYJY! hahah! WE must win okay! Chingyee, Bingda, Jozhi, Liu han, esther! ooh and MARVIN! go hiong AGAIN! :) JYJY!
actually most of us got muscle ache lo! BOOOHOO! and i am walking up the down the stairs, sitting down and even walking with difficulty! and LINA REE makes it worse by slumping on to me deliberately! relying onto my to be exact! WTH! I think we will fall and roll down the stairs someday! TRY IT! omg~ she is purposely forcing herself onto me! and making my unbalance on my feet! i almost fell a few times okay! so HENG! like my muscles dun hurt! GRAH! ooh and i tricked Kah leong, ming fang, chingyee today! hahah damn funnny! LINA REE was tricked 2 times! omg! the same trick siah! hhahah!

i believed
tomorrow will be better.

i'm gone; so long

Monday, March 23, 2009 ; 8:07 PM

YAY! mingfang is back! from perth! :D finally there is someone who is more JOKER than rina :D i am gonna get fed up with their "JOKES". which is a good thing! i am gonna keep laughing! :) hahahah! i am not mean okay :D hmm... today... hmmm. let me re-wind...

came to sch! lessons lessons! ooh den rina realise there is sth weird abt ming fang's specs! it has 2 black black thing tied to the joints. den we asked her. she said the screws dropped off!!!! hahahha! damn funny. i thought it was the trend in perth or sth. at first i thought it is those old old women who got master degree[ they have strings attached to their specs and they hangs it ard their neck and leave it dangling sth like that] hahah! mingfang resembles one anyway :X hmm. ooh and damn pissed. someone gave me attitude today zzzzzzzz. and huei min worsen it by kajiao-ing me! and i actually scolded xxxx in her face. i feel so sorry ._. and rina said sth funny today. “不告诉你，香蕉蚂蚁藏在心里" i think is like that. den i went like, huh??? den she repeated it again. it was when i realise wat she is trying to say因为所以，其中必有道理，藏在心里，不告诉你 izzit? lol! i was like. omg! she herself din even realise!

shall end here, byes.

i'm gone; so long

Sunday, March 22, 2009 ; 7:23 PM

boohooo! hols are over soon! :| yeah. time passes that quick! :| not fair! zavier have one month hols:| boohoo! i never got a chance to really like go out and think of nth lo! except SAT :| i am so sad :\ haish. new terms= new probs=new challenges=new obstacles!!!! :|

COMPETITION TODAY !!
BTW[ congrats xiaodan and weihao worr! ZAI KIA! champs worr]
COOLIO! hahaah! && evelyn and yang fan(not from my sch:X) so mean lo! dun wanna share with me their SHOPPING VOUCHERS. BOOHOO! why not give to fourth lo! yang fan zhuai wor. second lo! GRAH!

i DREAD sch:| dunno why YOU like sch reopen so much lo! so sian and frustrating can. :| haish. okay, i no mood to blog now! need to call rina! hahahah!

i'm gone; so long

Saturday, March 14, 2009 ; 11:23 PM

today... hmm.. went JB! damn tired! but fun and fulfilling! :) at least it makes me forget my homeworks and makes my troubles go away! wheee!!!! hahahah!
hmmmm. i got a different point of view on teachers now! hahahah! they can be like... so funnny luhhh! and they can be frens with you! :) ooh but the principal was a loner la! nobody dares to sit with him and talk to him for long! so sad... :X i wanted to talk to the loner but i dun dare :X hahahh! he is very good de lor. very helpful and kind :) but he is annoying at times like principals do.
we went to eat breakfast, shop!!!!! den lunch... den fruit and honey farm. buy biscuits! dinner! and went to see fire flies! wheeee!
i like the last one! cause we get to sit on a boat and it is soooo fun! we get to see bats too! :)

what i enjoyed is the sitting on the boat la! you can feel the cooling breeze.... which blows away all my troubles. ooh and there is a stupid thing:| i always assume that fire flies GLOWS in the dark! it was today that it struck me that they actually blinks and flash in the dark! zzz. and there are many of them blinking on the trees! damn nice lo :) but. we suspect that they hang lights on the trees and make them flash! zzz it keeps flashing la! :| but nvm. its still nice :)

ooh and lunch was the most scrumptious de lo. me and my dad actually occupy one table and we got 4 plates of dishes. like shared between 2 of us? hahahah! cause we vegetarian ma :) and my dad carries one of his college's baby which is damn cute.

damn cute right. and everyone was like crowding around him and waiting to carry him la! hahahah! the baby so ke lian lo:| carried here and there:| *sighs*

&& i was like keep sleeping on the bus la:| got nth to do ma and listen to songs lo but the chair was like damn uncomfortable:| boohoo! aching everywhere :| . cause the time taken for the bus to travel from one place to another was like very long ma :| and our tour guide rocks la :) i like her. :) she takes care of everything for us! she is very very kind and i like her at first sight! her attitude also very good! hahaah!

haish. when i go and see the living conditions of the people there, i realise how fortunate i was :| hmmm..... i must try to pull myself together and stand up once again! i cannot continue to be like that le.... i will try. :| wish me the best of luck dears! :D

i shall end here.... damn tired.

i'm gone; so long

Friday, March 13, 2009 ; 8:18 PM

thanks people. very much. although CY's reaction wasnt what i expected:| it makes me laugh too. :) thanks! i feel much better. pouring it out. && i haven redeem rina's hug! hahah! && i am starting to love my hair! :) esther says i AM SO CUTE! :D hahaha! hees i am so thick skin!

sian. what kind of hols is this, piled up with hws! zzzzz. an today quite pissed luhh, some UG people ask us to leave the classroom when we are in the middle of a game:| nonoo, should be DEMAND, not ask. WTH! they ask us to leave the classroom as they wanted to decorate the classroom with balloons. RAH! RUDE people! i was like.. GRAH and slam everything in my way. and in the end we dismiss early. like 5 la. damn early. den i talk to WN. alot alot of things. feels better :) thanks lots. :)

&& rina! i shall try not to post your cou shi anymore okay:) see i am so kind:D although there are some today :X hees.

ooh and i cheered joel and sarah to run! GOGOGO! i ran with weining after them around cca time! cheer them on :D and they actually are motivated by us!RUN BABY RUN! :D i wanted to ran with them but i was in pinafore! zzz. hahaah! i feel like running luhh. boohoo. but ever since tues. my ankle and my knees pain like hell :| dunno why. boohoo.

&& tomo go JB with my father and his colleges? lol! dunno. haish. i cant sms you people! so sad! boohoo i am gonna cry! :| must miss me k! although it is like only for a day :X

shall end here.
ooh and i saw this today

dance is just music made visible
hate is just mended love-

i'm gone; so long

Thursday, March 12, 2009 ; 7:50 PM

haish... feeling much much better after a cry. :| but eyes are very puffy. :\ it was like very very long ever since i cried :| the feeling was okay. and normally i dun cry unless necessary.:X i was very very sad. and i hate people saying and gossiping about things i din do and i feel that is right. really cannot take it anymore. the pressure and expectation given. :| thus i cried. and my father actually suggested that i should change a new school environment. :| ooh wells. i said i couldn't give my frens up!!!!! i will sure be very sad. :| haish! and blah blah blah. haish...i also dunnno what happened to me, my change of attitude? my life? my way of talking to people? everything! i am just too tired to bother about it. not that i dun wanna bother. i find it tiring. everything tires me out. & idk why. life is like an endless stretch of road filled with obstacles and stuffs in your way and you will have to keep walking on and on and you will have to overcome the obstacles to keep moving on.you cant just stop walking cause you will lagg behind and you cant afford to do so. you have not much time left. so you will just have you keep on and on. but i am tired! tired! tired! but the thing is i cannot stop! i will have to keep dragging on, if not i will be left behind. now, worse still, i am supppose to make a choice on which way to go. but i dare not! i always regret my decisions. (so you know why i dun like to make decision :|) which? WHICH? i really dunnno. its sec 2 already and time flies so fast. i am going to make an imp decision which determines my future. haish. i am always so hesitant and i hate it. but what can i do? :| i wish to think of nothing now but i cant! there are always things bothering me. now worse still, first time encountering so many obstacles and setbacks. the feeling is too overwhelming for me. the theses and thats. haish. people are toturing me mentally but they din realise. ooh wells. maybe i should just take the setbacks one by one making me trip and fall once and again. i am so wounded and hurt. haish. i wish to talk no more. i should try to take it all by myself and bear with it;all of them. just hope that i can take it. ooh no, i am gonna cry again. :|

this is what XL showed me today:

Love; it can make you smile for the rest of your life, but it can also make you cry for the rest of your life.Yet why are we always taking the risk, and even plunge further into the river of love when we know we are going to drown in sorrow? Maybe this is the power of love. I will be contented, even with two hours of tears alone, just for that one second of kiss with you.

that was quite random :X

i shall end here.
&&i must find the strength to move on.

i'm gone; so long

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 ; 7:00 PM

haish get back results today. still okay. i dun care! i am retorting rewards from people! hahahah! at least there is something to make me feel better ma! and i am not being mean okay! :X haish! still got a long way to go.

and after school, KL treated us something as he promised. and we played with sth disgusting.

omg damn digusting! i poured the left overs inside. inclusive of soya milk and other stuffs! && gues what. rina saw us playing and said: how can waste food like this! the children in 澳洲had nothing to eat ler! your still waste food! tsk tsk! omg! we burst out laughing! we knew that she wanted to say 非洲 de! she must have got australia and africa mixed up! omg! hillarious! and we played truth or dare. everyone choose truth! nobody dare to drink it la! zzzz. wa lao! they all ask de question all so stupid de. waste de truth! hahah! den they ask me sth so damn awkward la! for the truth! and it isnt fair! zzzz! others they asked stupid question!
&& later rina treated us ice cream! and we went home. and KL is being so retarded by keep annoy me by keep burping! ewwwww! i shouted at him la! but to no avail! he just continues!and i asked CY why she can stand him, she say her mum also always like that. even more disgusting! ewwwwww! lol! den i was like, orh. and gave the face. lol! but burping annoys me greatly! thus i shall not bring the dumb diabolo tomo! hahaha! cause KL annoyed me! i dun care!!!

sian. i just hope everyting will be over soon.
i should just let the days goes by.

i'm gone; so long

Monday, March 09, 2009 ; 7:15 PM

hmm... omg today so unlucky lo :| morning cause i wasnt use to tying up my short hair den when i reach sch, still went to the toi toi and tie. although i spent quite alot of time in the morning tying it -.- zzzz. i am just not happy with it as it is always screwed up and today is worse cause i cut it. zzzzzz. and i always see the same people in the toi toi. haahha!!! go toi toi do business lo! what else. and they will always see me tie my hair :X they went to the toi toi in the morning and always see someone tying the hair, sure is me lo :D hahah!
den later, decide to go back classroom do xiao lian bi cause i din bring the book home! grahh!!! and i had to do XLB on bus and train siah! so pro right! cause i had a busy weekend :D very fulfilling though:)
whats worse, the door is locked! and 1B to 1E is like all locked la! but our class move to 1D, so ya. hahah and everyone was like crowding outside the classroom damn noisy luhh -.- only our class most quiet de! line up in twos! piah hws :D hahahs! den later lessons are boring! and it was recess! omg when morning assembly, marion saw my fringe, she exclaimed! omg! i was like, SHUSH! i know i know! grahh! and huei min was like playing with my hair as usual during morining assembly when i got damn pissed! den i ask her stop playing! cause i am so fed up. lol! and it was recess, saw the 2 J peepo! wendy treating cookies! so i kope from her! YUM YUM! actually i was hungry but after that full liao! :) gdgd! den when sarah saw my fringe! den she exclaimed! den doreen and yiming started exclaiming too den bernice looked at me! lol! hides behind rina! so malu! hahaha! i know it was so cute! :D ooh! and and rina was asking me for my jelly beans! den i said Ching finished all! den she said: come, i help you 打抱公平！lol! it should be 打抱不平 instead right! hahah! hilarious!
den CID! omg! i wass damn damn tired! dunno why, wanna sleep!!!! maybe cause of rain ba.... hmm... my hand and legs are damn damn cold la! cause of the weather! like frozen. so uncomfortable when typing! zzzzzz i shall endure :D

and very funny lo! cause we nvr hand in our music stuffs, we stayed bakc and discuss for a while, but wan xuan went for cca, so left me, rina and kah leong. and ching yee was with us too:) we decided to tell mr hung that we will hand in the music tomo! den we saw him! hahahh! den kah leong said that we will and in tomo, den he say very good very good, den whatever he said he also say very good! LOL!

later 4 of us went sumo. den rina keeps saying dun wanna fren us! dun wanna talk to us! den only after few mins she starts talking to us! hahaah! we were laughin like mad! she keeps saying that cause we keep bulllying her and ignoring her! hahah! as if she was transparent! SORRIE RINA ): but it was fun! :) later eat and Kah leong eats like a pig! worse, i sit opppo him! eee! rina pang sei me! go sit oppo chingyee ):

later went to the stationery shop cause rina says she wanna buy sth! den pei her lo! den we were saying that who get the highest GPA buy sth for everyone of us! or treat us! cause i am sure it will sure be rina or kah leong with the highest! least possible is me de :| so i suggested it :) later went home with kah leong, stupid. he says if he gets higher than me. i need to get him a water bottle ! den i said, if i get lower than him, he will gets me a purse and a water bottle! cause i am DESPO for both D: lol! den he turned it down. den i suggested that if i get higher than him, i will get him whatever he wants :) ahaha! which is so not possible la!

i shall end here blog :)
need to do music reflection for 4 person ):
burbye :)

i'm gone; so long

Sunday, March 08, 2009 ; 11:43 AM

omg! i went to cut my hair! and it is all screwed! boohoo! den it was when i think of a story :|

There was once a little boy hates his hair, cause it was like a bush and his mum wants him to comb it everyday! and he says he hates his hair! it was when the hair suddenly fly out of his head! :O omg! den he become bald and started chasing after his hair! den the hair landed on someone and the person was shocked and wanted the *bush* to get off him. the boy told the person to say;hair! i hate you! den the hair fly away! :DD and this goes on and on for everyone. the boy was petrified as he wanted his hair back :| he doesnt want to be bald :| den he says: hair i love you! and the hair went back to his head! and he is happy :DD

I must learn to love! and not hate my hair! :DD if not it will fly off my head ): hahahahas
&& 2 Learn 2 Love :D that is what 2L came about :DD

i shall end here :D
learn to love your hair! if not it will fly off your head! :X

i'm gone; so long

Saturday, March 07, 2009 ; 9:31 PM

today is the happiest day since the start of the year i must say... :| hehs you should know why. :X

after that went home, i bathe and YH was having tuition in the living room. and later, i went to write my draft for xiao lian bi. den i ate maggie mee that mum prepared and after a while went to sleeep:D

woke up den change clothes den went to YANG's Birthday :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANG!! :))

damn hillarious there la :) [although i emo-ed for a while :( ]
cause uncle was letting me and yee jia listening to a song! den we were thinking why so weird de and we cant think of any singers that matches the voice.... den after that he told us that it was his! OMG and we burst out laughing! almost immediately! den he let us listen to the original! it was quite different though :X but okay la, his singing :D

later played some stuffs, thomas! choo choo train! ahahah! quite fun :)
den cut cake and play again :)
played balls while yee jia was fixing some puzzles while i this noob obviously sucked at :X. den the ball keep hitting her! damn funny! my aiming quite good de lor! :D hahah! GOALS on the heads! hahaha
after that the funniest part :DDDDDD
cause we were going home,me and yee jia took diff lift. den we at 28th floor, at 14 floor, 2 RVians entered, cause one was wearing the orientation tee, this year should be year 3. err then yee jia boarded first, so she alighted first. den when we reach the 1st floor, they RVians when out first, den omg! who knows that yee jia was hiding behind a wall!!! and she booed them!!! they shriek and jumped! actually she wanted to scare me but too bad, haahhhah!!!!!yeejia was shocked too when she realised it wasnt me! and she quickly ran behidn her mum!!!!! OMG and i bet both of them were scared to wits!!! so scary la! they scream so loud!!!!! omg! and the rest of us started laughing hysterically at the sight!!!! damn funny!!!! omg! laugh until my stomach ache! and i bet i will scream louder!!! ahahahh!!!!! DAMN funnny!!!!!! cant stop laughing! teehees!!!!

shall end here :)
hope i can be as happy as today; everyday :|

i'm gone; so long

Friday, March 06, 2009 ; 8:30 PM

hey peepo! today's music lesson is like so interesting! but i dun expect our group to be the first one luh-.- when mr hung called group 4! den [me, rina, wan xuan, kah leong] was like. omg! i din know what to do when he called luh. den we were like walking down and we sang our SONG! omg! i think it is the worse among every song! ooh and i like Xueli group de song de best! it was awesome! i am gonna type it out:)
Just you and me
The sun is shining
Spending time together
This feeling is like no other
Just wanna be with you

The grass is green
The sky is blue
Which gives a special feeling
Especially with you

Just you and me
And i mean it
I'll love you with my heart
nobody will tear us apart
And i can't live without you
So tell me you love me too
I love you too and I'll never leave you! :)

DEDICATED TO: peepo who visits my bloggie! :D

credits to:xueli,esther,jozhi :) the tune was very nice!

ooh and after that i kept singing until xueli gets irritated :X hahahah!
uber uber nice ma!! haahah! hope xueli and esther can find their TRUE LOVE and BE together! :D just like this song! :D BEST WISHES! :)

ooh ooh and rina almost fell down tripping over a bag-.- and at the door there when chingyee was obviously going to trip her over when they were playing sth! lol i forgot! and they keep laughing at me! RAH! MEANIES!!!!only i cant do the TRRRRR>>> thing ma :|

ooh and it was cca. i played four rounds one with shuhui and 3 with evelyn[wow] lol! i was trashed my shu hui cause at that point of time, i was dazing and dunnno why my brain could work and the noise in the room is distracting me and my thoughts are distracting me too. i was about to fall asleep! with evelyn, i won the first round and lost other two! cause after the first round, evelyn wants a REMATCH and i agreed! and got thrashed, this time round, it was me who wanted a REMATCH. and i lost like about 50 points or 80 points! my bingo saves me!

and later saw rina and went home with her, yee jia and xiaodan wanna chiong for 97 and i was already half dead by then. they wanted to run up and down the overhead bridge and it was life taking! so i decided to take 166 with rina! ahahah! and i hacked her phone again! and i changed her settings and she was actually begging me to change back! hmm... the sad thing is that the hacking programme doesnt have tamil language! does that meant that ah nehneh doesnt use sony phones? lol!

and hols are approaching! homeworks are piling up too:|
ooh and i saw another cute didi today! damn cute! but i think yesterday de cuter! today de was playing with the mrt de mirror with his sister! i am filled with envy! i also wanna play! lol! but i was too tired :|

i shall end here people...
i must find the strength to move on :|

i'm gone; so long

Thursday, March 05, 2009 ; 7:03 PM

haish... i came to the conclusion that, misinterpretation of question makes me lose all the marks! i just interpret the question wrongly and there goes my marks! T.T its just that...well.... something is wrong with me! and i dunno what izzit! haish idk... i really dunnno.
WIN liao! i know i am repeating the same old thing to my self and you people! now, i am telling you, blog. those never study de can score! only a retarded noob like me can get so low! well done! the question was..err...descrubed as freaking easy and i actually flunk it. fuck me. i am starting to question my ability, should i belong here...? i dunnno..... i am just very very pissed with myself. :| so... the question is..... should i continue on on this journey....? hmm... maybe i should really question my ability... to be qualified to be in this sch... i am utterly disappointed.
hmmm... well...today yup yup... rina fell...once again idk why. she nvr see the hole there and just tripped and fell and sat on the floor and laugh and everyone was laughin. lol. and i gave her my cute cute plaster ):
today went jp with wan xuan. she gets me my subway cookie! cause this tuesday she said that if i finish running 2.4, she will get me the cookie. lol. driven by the motivation, i finish my 2.4. hahahhs. and we went walk walk lo. saw sb filming sth at action city! and out of curiostity, we went to take a look! a saw a cute cute didi! omg! *drools* he is so cute! like 3-5 years old ba! omg damn cute! how i wish he is my bf! ahhahah! kidding! i mean my didi and i will pinch him everyday! :X he is like so cute lo! dunnno why they filming him playing the mario thing with a man. lol idk. they play like so long la. i am surprised that he can actually play for so long without getting bored by it! ooh ooh and his eyes are so big! awesome! hahah! omg! he is damn cute and shuai la! i wanted to take photo! but i dun think it is a very good idea! lol! i shall keep it to my brain then. lol. but he is really very cute! :X
people, i realise that your are getting annoyed with me by my moaning and groans.... sorry okay! maybe i should just keep it to myself. i wont bother your anymore. haish. your wont understand my struggles no matter how many times i tell you :| nvm...
thank god, i still have you:) you brightens up my life :) thankyous! i love you so much! :X

i'm gone; so long

Wednesday, March 04, 2009 ; 6:49 PM

heys people! i know my title sounds weird! but nvm! i shall start! i shall talk about the sad moments first! haish! what else but tests! i give up liao! i studied and get this kind of marks?!!? people who dooesnt study can get higher?!!!? ooh wells.... probably the prob lies with my brain. i dun get the whole freaking thing at all!!!! what the hell!!! i dun care liao! my effort does not pay off!!! haish... utterly disappointed with myself!! and pissed too! haish... i wonder if i can get promoted niah :| ooh ooh && some fakers can just pretend nothing had happen and pretend nothing is going on! wells do you think i care now?! NO i dun give a damn about anything now. the disappointment with everyone and myself pulls me down to the core!

Add ons: i kissed chingyee by accident today! ZOMG! after finish greeting mrs lim, we bumped into each other! luckily not her mouth! hahahahha! heng! luckily she is shorter than me by little bit! :X ooh and i am actually happy that mrs lim can match our face to our name! whithin such a short while! ahaha!

hmm.... however, going out with [rina, chingyee,kahleong] cheers me up :) thanks peepo! majority of the time laughing. ooh and there are some jokes we had encountered on our way to clementi! lol! rina damn funnny!!! with our stupid responds and comments it became funnier! the first one is that chingyee said rina's nose changes its size as she is talking! she said it expands and contracts! den rina said:fine! i shall stop talking! of course it wasnt believable! hahhhaha! we started timing her! it was like 2 mins pass and the three of us[CY, me, KL] continued talking when rina started talking! and she thought its like 10 mins passed!!! den we burst out laughing! hahahah! cause rina had the impulse to say sth which is also very funnny!!rina said AN ah neh neh wanted to seduce her!!!!! LOL!!!! she said he showed the *muack muacks* mouth :X and make the sound!!! OMG den we started to laugh again!!!!!! damn funnny!!!! den later, KL asked us to help him shout sponge bob square pants when he said: who lives in the pineapple under the sea! ahahahs for the geog speech! den we started ont the topic that kah leong can wear the patrick suit to add on to the effect!

hahaahh! and we said rina can be the squid!

hahahah!!! wear the suite! damn funnny! cause some part of them resembles the character!! heees! you should knew which! okay! and i dun think there is anymore funny part liao! ahhahaha! i shall add on later or sth! :D

ooh and i found my diabolo!!! it was like 3 or 4 years old! cause KL asks me to bring it! he wanna play! lol! and i found my intermediate cert! lol! i was like lacking one or 2 more tricks to advance? rah! but nvm! it was like a few weeks ago la! haish.... the training days! hmm.. but i think my skills damn lan now! lol! see the middle part is very shining right! hahahah! i scrap the rusts off!!!! hahah and i was like holding the scissors with the blade and i din realise! omg den when i realise i cut my hand! i was like holding so hard to it! omg!
hahah i shall add on if there are anymore things! end here blog! BYES!

i'm gone; so long

Tuesday, March 03, 2009 ; 7:48 PM

haish today is a sad sad day! D;
actually i dun intend to blogg.... but... ooh wells.... haish the unhappy things just keep happening la! making me so damn down :|

haish and cca.... argh! i dunno what is happening to me. i am just very bu shuang for the later half of the day-.- driven to dires by people, making me so mad. haish. people are so particular about things la and i felt so ARGH! why must they be so particular about their marks whats wrong with doing just a bit more? why must they be so particular that it messes up my friendship with them?![ which i really dun want to!] but what can i do?! i feel so terrible la! being so particular just makes the whole atmosphere tensed up and making both parties feeling uneasy about each other's existence.
i just hope to get it done and over with! i came to the conclusion that people just weren't what they seems to be; they weren't what you thought they were!

ooh wells... i am just blinded by hypocrites! they appears to be very nice and talk bad behind your back! what is the whole point? getting people to feel that you are close to them by feeding them with your crappy gossips? dont you feel bad after talking about that person? whatsmore, you worsen it by talking to the person [whom you badmouthed] about another persons whom you are not happy with! Dont you feel guity? where is your heart? or are you just numbed that you dont feel a thing? ooh wells i shall just stop here... i dont even know where i was getting at.. ooh wells.
I am just pouring out my troubles.so just read it and forget about it okay? :D hahahas
I should just get it done and over with..

i'm gone; so long

Sunday, March 01, 2009 ; 11:16 AM

QUIZ!! hahahhah!!! it was since very long when i do this kind of quiz!!! usually i dun even bothered!

. Besides Ur lips,where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
-i never thought about that!maybe i should discuss with rina and chingyee on mon! :D :D

2. How do u feel when u wake up this morning?
-SLEEPING LO!

- 3. Who was the last person u took photo with?
-err. i think at the MRT station with chingyee and wan xuan ba:D when many people look at us! hahah!! actually is two of them only; they were trying out sth wierd!! haha

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- no LOR. i dunnno how peepo think though ;3

5. Would you ever donate blood?
- EEEEE no way!! it uber uber disgusting!!! thinking of it makes me irks! ewwwwwwwww!

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
- OF course! why not?! hhahha! they are uber nice! ;3

7. Do u wan someone dead?
- hahahah! i am very nice de! i would choose to torture them myself! :X

8. What does ur last text message says?
-dunnno! i deleted all of them! hahaha!

9. What are u thinking right now?
- thinking about finishing this quiz. i regretted doing siah

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- YEAH!! i am uber bored :| i want YOU to be with me!! hahaah!

11. What is the time you went to bed last night?
- one plus plus ba :|

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- dunno eh....

13. Is someone on ur mind right now?
- YEA!!! my BF!!! hahah

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
-YOU lor!

sian i dun wanna do the 10 person thingy-.- bored with this quiz
hahah

i'm gone; so long