you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
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6:46 PM
sian.... why peepo like that one. sometimes very good and nice like shit and sometimes ebil and mean until like hell. haish. is everyone like that? or what. i hope not. haish. why are you ever o mean. so mean. cant you peepo just for once think how YOU would feel if you were to be treated like that? haish. i envy WN! and her class. lol. she is so happy can. seems like everything is going on well and smooth for her. hope that it lasts forever. so sweet :) stay happy. dun land in my state. you will go crazy. peepo are mean here :| so tired. so so tired alr. how i wish i can dun care abt anything. when must you peepo build me up and tear me down? :\ do you know how it feels to be like have youe hopes smashed? maybe the greater your expectation, the greater your disappointment.
NOW WHAT. dun expect? lol. haish. idk what the hell is going on with me uh. i am tired. so tired. i wanna get out of this mixtuer of misery. and never ever drop into it ever again. it is too exhausting and too much to bear.
sometimes i just cant stand it. am i that worthless? am i born for you to laff at? born a joke? born for you to scold?
born for you to bu shuang at. for you to stare? for you to get pissed with? sorry i dun speak doesnt mean that i doesnet hurt. peepo arent who they appears to be.
this suck.
dun treat me like that i am like begging you? idk i dun care. just dun treat me anyhow you wish. dun treat me like shit when you not happy and dun be like so hyprocrite. so nice huh. yeah. i appreciate it. thanks. for goodness sake i am not your toy.
help me forget the past.
never look forward to anything;; it is just another disappointment waiting to be unveiled.Labels: sick and tired
i'm gone; so long
