you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Thursday, August 06, 2009
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7:55 PM
YO peepo! i decided to post!!!! hahahh ! idk why! random!??? hmm! i decided to listen to SHUYING!!!! not to bottle things up le!!!! but i dun wanna cry like her!!!! hahahhah! i say to bloggie! hmmm! thanks alot though!!! heheh! but i had a good laugh today! thanks lots lots to liu han and shu ying! they damn farny!!!! hahah! LALALA! make me forget all my troubles! :) yay! they rock! hmmm..... talked alot today though...... see some side of things. hmmm... good and bad!!!!! hmmm..... idk ley....... sian... why like that one. i try me best alr lo. its just that i always got pian4 by you ma.... so i dun dare trust you anymore. but i still think i fall into your trap no matter how hard i try..... cant blame me cause i'm dumb ass and stupid and being an idiot. i cant help it what. i was like that from the day i was bron. you always scold me" ni hen ben leh" also no use. i wont ever get smart. just blame it on the fact that i trust peepo easily and too much. but in the end, what do i get? trust build up and torn down. its damn damn hurt can. you wont understand. cause you are the one lying and hurt me. why cant some people just spit the truth or the thing they waNNa say straight into my face?? why must beat around the bush and turn one big round and let the truth knock on my door! one thing i like about shuying is that she is some what like me ley" ever so straight forward and being dumb" X) we wont ever get twhat peepo are implying when they say sth. we dont deep into what peepo say also. its just me right. why not just say everything straight? haish. i dont understand. maybe you might think lying to me is preventing me from getting hurt or whatsoever. but let me tell you sth. cant you just spit the truth in my face and let me improve on my mistake????? isnt it better and happier? rather than keeping it to yourself and bottling up and in the end tell other peepo right.? haish. sometimes i think peepo are using me lo. but i think hard. maybe i using peepo also. but i dun thinkk i am. i will be with you if i really like you and truthfully wanna be with you right! i not that hypocrite. but i got a feeling that it is me who wants you but you dun waNt me! its like one sided thing right?? its like i need you you dun need me. haish. lalaa! i like truthful peepo man!!!! heehehe!!! but sometimes i really dun understand you man. you always promise me and you didnt make your word count. thats what makes me so damn unsecure! hmmmm. your nice and sometimes you are weird. i dun understand! i also dun like people with fierce fierce face hor!!!!! XDDDDD have a toot toot face like me!!!!!
today i pissed so damn many peepo off lo!!! but i also piss with them can!!!! >((((( rawr!!!!! i shant talk abt who izzit!!!! hahaha!!! its my BELOVED!!!!! shuying dun say hor! if not i never talk to you again!!!!!!!! rawr!!! && sorry wanxuan, i din hear you!!! ):
and i think i should apologised to peepo i hab offended again and again! i am sincerely sorryy. forgive and forget!! :) like happy liu han!! hahahah! i shall be as happy as her!!! heheheh! although i know i not fun not humourous, can be boring at times, not a good fren, a mean ass, a bad person. but i will change! i promise! just tell me what i m not good at. i will change seriously! dun beat around the bush! i wont understand! yaaaa........ hmmmm........ SORRY PEEEPOOOO! i dun mean it. i shalll fogive and forget!!! be best of frens with everyone again!!!! i know i attitude sometimes la. but i will really change and really be a nice nice person!!! my goal!!!! hahahahahh!!!!SORRRYYYY!!!!!!! seriously sorrryyyy. my bad all these days. ):
yay tomo national day!!!! wear house tee!!!!! hahahah!!!! i think noone go back pri sch leyyyy. hmmm. sing the national day song!!!!!!!
SORRRRYYYYYYY people!!!! [ hmmm.... maybe i shall take initiative and try, (listen to someone) if you dao, i have nothing to say...... mybe try again and again until you realise i really really wanna change for the better]
sorry and thanks;;;;;
{i'm so sorry but i love you i just cant lie]Labels: so sorry;;;
i'm gone; so long
