you told me you loved me
why did you leave me, all alone
now you tell me you need me
im already gone.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
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6:46 PM
sian.... why peepo like that one. sometimes very good and nice like shit and sometimes ebil and mean until like hell. haish. is everyone like that? or what. i hope not. haish. why are you ever o mean. so mean. cant you peepo just for once think how YOU would feel if you were to be treated like that? haish. i envy WN! and her class. lol. she is so happy can. seems like everything is going on well and smooth for her. hope that it lasts forever. so sweet :) stay happy. dun land in my state. you will go crazy. peepo are mean here :| so tired. so so tired alr. how i wish i can dun care abt anything. when must you peepo build me up and tear me down? :\ do you know how it feels to be like have youe hopes smashed? maybe the greater your expectation, the greater your disappointment.
NOW WHAT. dun expect? lol. haish. idk what the hell is going on with me uh. i am tired. so tired. i wanna get out of this mixtuer of misery. and never ever drop into it ever again. it is too exhausting and too much to bear.
sometimes i just cant stand it. am i that worthless? am i born for you to laff at? born a joke? born for you to scold?
born for you to bu shuang at. for you to stare? for you to get pissed with? sorry i dun speak doesnt mean that i doesnet hurt. peepo arent who they appears to be.
this suck.
dun treat me like that i am like begging you? idk i dun care. just dun treat me anyhow you wish. dun treat me like shit when you not happy and dun be like so hyprocrite. so nice huh. yeah. i appreciate it. thanks. for goodness sake i am not your toy.
help me forget the past.
never look forward to anything;; it is just another disappointment waiting to be unveiled.Labels: sick and tired
i'm gone; so long
Friday, August 14, 2009
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9:06 PM
GUYS are JERKS!!!! hahahaha. WEINING!!!! see i told y ou it is nothing!!! he kidding only!!! tsk tsk!!! dun ever be so stupid and cry again!!! haish!! but i think he is a good guys. all the guys i know all JERKS basically. so you are very very fortunate to have such a nice guy to love you :) ooh man. i think anot of peepo like him lo. must cherish him :) yay!! so happy for you ^^ best wishes for you!!! so sweet <33333 lalalala!! be happy always X) i will always be there for you!! X) be happy ba! X) hmmmm.... my turn to emo alr!!!!! ._. but its okiie... haish. problems problems problems. peepo will never be satisfied. when you are single, you will wanna get someone. and when you got someone, there will be many many other prob!!!! hahahahah!!!! hmmmm. i shall have my frens then!!! the best. hehehe!! but ohhh wells LOL!!!! and obsessed with drama!!!!! hahahahh. hmmm. HAPPY!!! i MUST BE HAPPY no matter what ._. BOOHOOO!!!!
i wanna lose all my memories!!! i dun care. i hope i will bang my head or sth. and forget everything that has happened to me. they are all the terrible things anyways..... haish. i wanna start a new life. new me. please please. :| den torture me with those horrible things anymore. but hor. i wanna keep my gal frens though. many of them. dun wanna list them laaaa. :)
i'm gone; so long
Thursday, August 13, 2009
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9:20 AM
yay!!! tal abt sth sucky first. wth!!!! that bulgy eye monster confiscated my mirror!!! she even tell 2B!!!! -.- wth!!!! jia chou bu ke wai yang!!!! LOL! haiyo!!! so embarassing!!! wth. even if she return me i will snatch it and throw it on the floor and stomp on it!!!! tsk!!!! act cute act cute. also not cute.hmmmm. sian sian. LH not here today!!! got peepo miss you leyy!!!! hahahah!!! lucky yesterday never hug tio me!!!! heheh!!! *run away*
oh and must bring books back la ._. i want put in jie class room leyyy. i think container never use. but she never reply. -.- den i ask xiao dan. i think 3B never use ba. hmmmm.... idk.... so mafan can.... cant we just put behind the classroom or sth.
CCA!!!! damn pissed. .lol wathell is wrong with you man!!!! no you are a gay!! excuse me you speaking to me eh! i was just kidding right! wth. so disrespectful!!! if it was jie i tell you! she'll scold you until like what! lol!!! not so kong bu ba. XD hmmm. i told her abt it today. damn shuang. friday you will know it! tsk! you shall watch peepo play the whole time! how dare you rebutt me! hmmmm. okiie luh. trial is a bit pathetic. 2 peepo. haish. okay i nearly lost! heng.i m looking forward to friday!!! yay!!! hahahah!! will be fun i think. cause jie got go cca XD
hmm i think some peepo are totally oblivious to the surrounding. wathell!!! i type it out which means that it is not supposed to be said out you say!!!! -.- zzzzz!!! whats wrong with you!!! always getting me malu. very fun izzit huh. and you! huh. innocent one. own lor own lor. act act act peepo still can be taken in by you. WTH!!! hypno them uh. like everyone bully you and its their faulty like that. fine fine. idk whats wrong. let it be. i shal keep quiet. happy!!! all you win. all yours. nobody fight with you alr. nice one. haish. peepo peepo peepo.
and i tell you. i got scolded until i nearly cried wth. so fierce for what. dumb got prob uh. ._. i idiot can. zzz i just dun understand ma .-. haish. so sad. hmpf!!!!!
i think sometime shu ying damn nice leyyy. sometimes she is not!!! hmpf!!!!!! i never draw her 2 days alr!! i more nice leyyy!!!!! i will never break my promise!!! hmpf!! see who win!!!!
hmmm. i think i have changed alot alot alot damn lot from p3 till now XD. last time in pri sch. i suck like an asshole!!! seriously!!! omg. my pri sch mates so kelian. sure bth me!!! hahahha!!! so kelian. now i changed. i damn good and nice alr!!! they can enjoy this new me. so sad. tell you sth. last time i damn gossipy and back stab and whatsoever crappy stuff you can apply on me. but i changed since sec sch. heh. year 1 still very what lo. but at least i gossip i forgot what i said alr!!! XD seriouus! hmmm. so actually. at the start of year 2 i brain wash alr!!!! i hab a good impression on everyone!!! everyone damn nice. hahaahh!!! and slowly i form new impression alr. i think i dun like to talk abt these stuff alr lo. lol cause i dun really like to talk. seriously. i began to like to keep my tots to myself. and i talk crap. hmmm. XD good or bad uh. and i began to look at promises seriously. idk why. i think its very impt. its like a bond build between 2 ppl. its the trust btwn 2 people so that peepo will start to trust each other v much and trust each other. but oh wellls. sometimes it is broken v easily. so sad right. normally peepo just said in impulsively. like wth. it look so promising and the next minute you are starting to regret that you hab made it. and the next day. it is broken. so pathetic. and the trusting bond btwn 2 peepo is broken. its like. so strong and still it is so fragile that it is broken so easily.haish. idk who to trust now... trust uh... haiyo.i want someone to talk to! ._.
still waiting XXXLabels: broken.
i'm gone; so long
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9:20 AM
yay!!! tal abt sth sucky first. wth!!!! that bulgy eye monster confiscated my mirror!!! she even tell 2B!!!! -.- wth!!!! jia chou bu ke wai yang!!!! LOL! haiyo!!! so embarassing!!! wth. even if she return me i will snatch it and throw it on the floor and stomp on it!!!! tsk!!!! act cute act cute. also not cute.hmmmm. sian sian. LH not here today!!! got peepo miss you leyy!!!! hahahah!!! lucky yesterday never hug tio me!!!! heheh!!! *run away*
oh and must bring books back la ._. i want put in jie class room leyyy. i think container never use. but she never reply. -.- den i ask xiao dan. i think 3B never use ba. hmmmm.... idk.... so mafan can.... cant we just put behind the classroom or sth.
CCA!!!! damn pissed. .lol wathell is wrong with you man!!!! no you are a gay!! excuse me you speaking to me eh! i was just kidding right! wth. so disrespectful!!! if it was jie i tell you! she'll scold you until like what! lol!!! not so kong bu ba. XD hmmm. i told her abt it today. damn shuang. friday you will know it! tsk! you shall watch peepo play the whole time! how dare you rebutt me! hmmmm. okiie luh. trial is a bit pathetic. 2 peepo. haish. okay i nearly lost! heng.i m looking forward to friday!!! yay!!! hahahah!! will be fun i think. cause jie got go cca XD
hmm i think some peepo are totally oblivious to the surrounding. wathell!!! i type it out which means that it is not supposed to be said out you say!!!! -.- zzzzz!!! whats wrong with you!!! always getting me malu. very fun izzit huh. and you! huh. innocent one. own lor own lor. act act act peepo still can be taken in by you. WTH!!! hypno them uh. like everyone bully you and its their faulty like that. fine fine. idk whats wrong. let it be. i shal keep quiet. happy!!! all you win. all yours. nobody fight with you alr. nice one. haish. peepo peepo peepo.
and i tell you. i got scolded until i nearly cried wth. so fierce for what. dumb got prob uh. ._. i idiot can. zzz i just dun understand ma .-. haish. so sad. hmpf!!!!!
i think sometime shu ying damn nice leyyy. sometimes she is not!!! hmpf!!!!!! i never draw her 2 days alr!! i more nice leyyy!!!!! i will never break my promise!!! hmpf!! see who win!!!!
hmmm. i think i have changed alot alot alot damn lot from p3 till now XD. last time in pri sch. i suck like an asshole!!! seriously!!! omg. my pri sch mates so kelian. sure bth me!!! hahahha!!! so kelian. now i changed. i damn good and nice alr!!! they can enjoy this new me. so sad. tell you sth. last time i damn gossipy and back stab and whatsoever crappy stuff you can apply on me. but i changed since sec sch. heh. year 1 still very what lo. but at least i gossip i forgot what i said alr!!! XD seriouus! hmmm. so actually. at the start of year 2 i brain wash alr!!!! i hab a good impression on everyone!!! everyone damn nice. hahaahh!!! and slowly i form new impression alr. i think i dun like to talk abt these stuff alr lo. lol cause i dun really like to talk. seriously. i began to like to keep my tots to myself. and i talk crap. hmmm. XD good or bad uh. and i began to look at promises seriously. idk why. i think its very impt. its like a bond build between 2 ppl. its the trust btwn 2 people so that peepo will start to trust each other v much and trust each other. but oh wellls. sometimes it is broken v easily. so sad right. normally peepo just said in impulsively. like wth. it look so promising and the next minute you are starting to regret that you hab made it. and the next day. it is broken. so pathetic. and the trusting bond btwn 2 peepo is broken. its like. so strong and still it is so fragile that it is broken so easily.haish. idk who to trust now... trust uh... haiyo.i want someone to talk to! ._.
still waiting XXXLabels: regrets. promises. all lies.
i'm gone; so long
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9:20 AM
yay!!! tal abt sth sucky first. wth!!!! that bulgy eye monster confiscated my mirror!!! she even tell 2B!!!! -.- wth!!!! jia chou bu ke wai yang!!!! LOL! haiyo!!! so embarassing!!! wth. even if she return me i will snatch it and throw it on the floor and stomp on it!!!! tsk!!!! act cute act cute. also not cute.hmmmm. sian sian. LH not here today!!! got peepo miss you leyy!!!! hahahah!!! lucky yesterday never hug tio me!!!! heheh!!! *run away*
oh and must bring books back la ._. i want put in jie class room leyyy. i think container never use. but she never reply. -.- den i ask xiao dan. i think 3B never use ba. hmmmm.... idk.... so mafan can.... cant we just put behind the classroom or sth.
CCA!!!! damn pissed. .lol wathell is wrong with you man!!!! no you are a gay!! excuse me you speaking to me eh! i was just kidding right! wth. so disrespectful!!! if it was jie i tell you! she'll scold you until like what! lol!!! not so kong bu ba. XD hmmm. i told her abt it today. damn shuang. friday you will know it! tsk! you shall watch peepo play the whole time! how dare you rebutt me! hmmmm. okiie luh. trial is a bit pathetic. 2 peepo. haish. okay i nearly lost! heng.i m looking forward to friday!!! yay!!! hahahah!! will be fun i think. cause jie got go cca XD
hmm i think some peepo are totally oblivious to the surrounding. wathell!!! i type it out which means that it is not supposed to be said out you say!!!! -.- zzzzz!!! whats wrong with you!!! always getting me malu. very fun izzit huh. and you! huh. innocent one. own lor own lor. act act act peepo still can be taken in by you. WTH!!! hypno them uh. like everyone bully you and its their faulty like that. fine fine. idk whats wrong. let it be. i shal keep quiet. happy!!! all you win. all yours. nobody fight with you alr. nice one. haish. peepo peepo peepo.
and i tell you. i got scolded until i nearly cried wth. so fierce for what. dumb got prob uh. ._. i idiot can. zzz i just dun understand ma .-. haish. so sad. hmpf!!!!!
i think sometime shu ying damn nice leyyy. sometimes she is not!!! hmpf!!!!!! i never draw her 2 days alr!! i more nice leyyy!!!!! i will never break my promise!!! hmpf!! see who win!!!!
hmmm. i think i have changed alot alot alot damn lot from p3 till now XD. last time in pri sch. i suck like an asshole!!! seriously!!! omg. my pri sch mates so kelian. sure bth me!!! hahahha!!! so kelian. now i changed. i damn good and nice alr!!! they can enjoy this new me. so sad. tell you sth. last time i damn gossipy and back stab and whatsoever crappy stuff you can apply on me. but i changed since sec sch. heh. year 1 still very what lo. but at least i gossip i forgot what i said alr!!! XD seriouus! hmmm. so actually. at the start of year 2 i brain wash alr!!!! i hab a good impression on everyone!!! everyone damn nice. hahaahh!!! and slowly i form new impression alr. i think i dun like to talk abt these stuff alr lo. lol cause i dun really like to talk. seriously. i began to like to keep my tots to myself. and i talk crap. hmmm. XD good or bad uh. and i began to look at promises seriously. idk why. i think its very impt. its like a bond build between 2 ppl. its the trust btwn 2 people so that peepo will start to trust each other v much and trust each other. but oh wellls. sometimes it is broken v easily. so sad right. normally peepo just said in impulsively. like wth. it look so promising and the next minute you are starting to regret that you hab made it. and the next day. it is broken. so pathetic. and the trusting bond btwn 2 peepo is broken. its like. so strong and still it is so fragile that it is broken so easily.haish. idk who to trust now... trust uh... haiyo.i want someone to talk to! ._.
still waiting XXXLabels: regrets. trusts. promises.all lies
i'm gone; so long
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9:20 AM
yay!!! tal abt sth sucky first. wth!!!! that bulgy eye monster confiscated my mirror!!! she even tell 2B!!!! -.- wth!!!! jia chou bu ke wai yang!!!! LOL! haiyo!!! so embarassing!!! wth. even if she return me i will snatch it and throw it on the floor and stomp on it!!!! tsk!!!! act cute act cute. also not cute.hmmmm. sian sian. LH not here today!!! got peepo miss you leyy!!!! hahahah!!! lucky yesterday never hug tio me!!!! heheh!!! *run away*
oh and must bring books back la ._. i want put in jie class room leyyy. i think container never use. but she never reply. -.- den i ask xiao dan. i think 3B never use ba. hmmmm.... idk.... so mafan can.... cant we just put behind the classroom or sth.
CCA!!!! damn pissed. .lol wathell is wrong with you man!!!! no you are a gay!! excuse me you speaking to me eh! i was just kidding right! wth. so disrespectful!!! if it was jie i tell you! she'll scold you until like what! lol!!! not so kong bu ba. XD hmmm. i told her abt it today. damn shuang. friday you will know it! tsk! you shall watch peepo play the whole time! how dare you rebutt me! hmmmm. okiie luh. trial is a bit pathetic. 2 peepo. haish. okay i nearly lost! heng.i m looking forward to friday!!! yay!!! hahahah!! will be fun i think. cause jie got go cca XD
hmm i think some peepo are totally oblivious to the surrounding. wathell!!! i type it out which means that it is not supposed to be said out you say!!!! -.- zzzzz!!! whats wrong with you!!! always getting me malu. very fun izzit huh. and you! huh. innocent one. own lor own lor. act act act peepo still can be taken in by you. WTH!!! hypno them uh. like everyone bully you and its their faulty like that. fine fine. idk whats wrong. let it be. i shal keep quiet. happy!!! all you win. all yours. nobody fight with you alr. nice one. haish. peepo peepo peepo.
and i tell you. i got scolded until i nearly cried wth. so fierce for what. dumb got prob uh. ._. i idiot can. zzz i just dun understand ma .-. haish. so sad. hmpf!!!!!
i think sometime shu ying damn nice leyyy. sometimes she is not!!! hmpf!!!!!! i never draw her 2 days alr!! i more nice leyyy!!!!! i will never break my promise!!! hmpf!! see who win!!!!
hmmm. i think i have changed alot alot alot damn lot from p3 till now XD. last time in pri sch. i suck like an asshole!!! seriously!!! omg. my pri sch mates so kelian. sure bth me!!! hahahha!!! so kelian. now i changed. i damn good and nice alr!!! they can enjoy this new me. so sad. tell you sth. last time i damn gossipy and back stab and whatsoever crappy stuff you can apply on me. but i changed since sec sch. heh. year 1 still very what lo. but at least i gossip i forgot what i said alr!!! XD seriouus! hmmm. so actually. at the start of year 2 i brain wash alr!!!! i hab a good impression on everyone!!! everyone damn nice. hahaahh!!! and slowly i form new impression alr. i think i dun like to talk abt these stuff alr lo. lol cause i dun really like to talk. seriously. i began to like to keep my tots to myself. and i talk crap. hmmm. XD good or bad uh. and i began to look at promises seriously. idk why. i think its very impt. its like a bond build between 2 ppl. its the trust btwn 2 people so that peepo will start to trust each other v much and trust each other. but oh wellls. sometimes it is broken v easily. so sad right. normally peepo just said in impulsively. like wth. it look so promising and the next minute you are starting to regret that you hab made it. and the next day. it is broken. so pathetic. and the trusting bond btwn 2 peepo is broken. its like. so strong and still it is so fragile that it is broken so easily.haish. idk who to trust now... trust uh... haiyo.i want someone to talk to! ._.
still waiting XXX
i'm gone; so long
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
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6:30 PM
yay!!! tal abt sth sucky first. wth!!!! that bulgy eye monster confiscated my mirror!!! she even tell 2B!!!! -.- wth!!!! jia chou bu ke wai yang!!!! LOL! haiyo!!! so embarassing!!! wth. even if she return me i will snatch it and throw it on the floor and stomp on it!!!! tsk!!!! act cute act cute. also not cute.hmmmm. sian sian. LH not here today!!! got peepo miss you leyy!!!! hahahah!!! lucky yesterday never hug tio me!!!! heheh!!! *run away*
oh and must bring books back la ._. i want put in jie class room leyyy. i think container never use. but she never reply. -.- den i ask xiao dan. i think 3B never use ba. hmmmm.... idk.... so mafan can.... cant we just put behind the classroom or sth.
CCA!!!! damn pissed. .lol wathell is wrong with you man!!!! no you are a gay!! excuse me you speaking to me eh! i was just kidding right! wth. so disrespectful!!! if it was jie i tell you! she'll scold you until like what! lol!!! not so kong bu ba. XD hmmm. i told her abt it today. damn shuang. friday you will know it! tsk! you shall watch peepo play the whole time! how dare you rebutt me! hmmmm. okiie luh. trial is a bit pathetic. 2 peepo. haish. okay i nearly lost! heng.i m looking forward to friday!!! yay!!! hahahah!! will be fun i think. cause jie got go cca XD
hmm i think some peepo are totally oblivious to the surrounding. wathell!!! i type it out which means that it is not supposed to be said out you say!!!! -.- zzzzz!!! whats wrong with you!!! always getting me malu. very fun izzit huh. and you! huh. innocent one. own lor own lor. act act act peepo still can be taken in by you. WTH!!! hypno them uh. like everyone bully you and its their faulty like that. fine fine. idk whats wrong. let it be. i shal keep quiet. happy!!! all you win. all yours. nobody fight with you alr. nice one. haish. peepo peepo peepo.
and i tell you. i got scolded until i nearly cried wth. so fierce for what. dumb got prob uh. ._. i idiot can. zzz i just dun understand ma .-. haish. so sad. hmpf!!!!!
i think sometime shu ying damn nice leyyy. sometimes she is not!!! hmpf!!!!!! i never draw her 2 days alr!! i more nice leyyy!!!!! i will never break my promise!!! hmpf!! see who win!!!!
hmmm. i think i have changed alot alot alot damn lot from p3 till now XD. last time in pri sch. i suck like an asshole!!! seriously!!! omg. my pri sch mates so kelian. sure bth me!!! hahahha!!! so kelian. now i changed. i damn good and nice alr!!! they can enjoy this new me. so sad. tell you sth. last time i damn gossipy and back stab and whatsoever crappy stuff you can apply on me. but i changed since sec sch. heh. year 1 still very what lo. but at least i gossip i forgot what i said alr!!! XD seriouus! hmmm. so actually. at the start of year 2 i brain wash alr!!!! i hab a good impression on everyone!!! everyone damn nice. hahaahh!!! and slowly i form new impression alr. i think i dun like to talk abt these stuff alr lo. lol cause i dun really like to talk. seriously. i began to like to keep my tots to myself. and i talk crap. hmmm. XD good or bad uh. and i began to look at promises seriously. idk why. i think its very impt. its like a bond build between 2 ppl. its the trust btwn 2 people so that peepo will start to trust each other v much and trust each other. but oh wellls. sometimes it is broken v easily. so sad right. normally peepo just said in impulsively. like wth. it look so promising and the next minute you are starting to regret that you hab made it. and the next day. it is broken. so pathetic. and the trusting bond btwn 2 peepo is broken. its like. so strong and still it is so fragile that it is broken so easily.haish. idk who to trust now... trust uh... haiyo.i want someone to talk to! ._.
still waiting XXXLabels: broken
i'm gone; so long
Sunday, August 09, 2009
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4:14 PM
i decided to post again as i am pissed. very very. you!!! say people say yourself! think yourself v noble uh! tsk stupid flirt!!! act innocent, and all those crap. i think i have had enough one day. omg omg!!!! stop acting stop just stop. omg. i want puke alr!
everything i post is just my own view, my own perspective. i listen to shu ying. not to bottle up[her fault] haahahah. i am not arrowing at anyone you seee. its just what i think, my thoughts. if you think its you, den you are guilty. if you are not then good. so ya.....
i swer not to draw on goh shu ying hands or her body again!!!! tsk!!! never ever!!!! see that shu ying!!!!!!Labels: stupid flirt;; backstabber
i'm gone; so long
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3:11 PM
OMG i so damn jealous lo!!! liu han is so damn nice you "u" although i not sure who is that. X) she is like her BF!!!!! omg!!!! okiie, she is her best frenXD hmmm. it like, i cant always watch over you you know, i cant always protect you!!! if y ou sec 3 le how? omg!!! so damn touching!!!! XD haish!!! the 'u' so lucky laaaa...... hmmm
i was wondering nowadays... are promises broken as easily as it had been made? peepo are always like that, i have been crushed by the broken promises nowadays :|
you peepo sounded so sincere and sweet when you made it but it turned out ugly somehow after it is broken. haish. promises promises promises, i believe that you peepo are also surrounded by it too? hmm... i wonder how many promises had i broke and how many peepo had broken their promises to me. hmmm.
sian, yesterdat i totally forgotten abt ALVIN EE's birthday. omg. until last min that toadie remind me!!!!!! tsk. i tot no one going ley. alvin sick leyyy... hmmm. but i missed out all the fun lo! >( heard they all very high!!! hmpf! so sad. but still okiie la. went to ahma house hahahaha. damn JOKE there!!!! i must win jie jie!!!! hahahahaha!!!! but i doubt it!!!! i guess right. when in sch. peepo see two cousin not eating anything den its us liao! XD cause we are competing who will lose more weight during our uncle's wedding!!! OMG!!!! hahahhah! damn joke!!! LALALA i realise my singing suck!! oh man!! i hate it! hate it!!! rah! i want GARY CHAW's voice!!!!!!!!! <333333 haahahah!!! yay! this weekend damn shiok!!! hahahah! lalala! i think national day's songs are getting more and more nan ting and hard to sing as years goes on. X( sian. i must win!!!! hahahah!!! but i dun think can lose much weight in such a short time lo!!!! i must persevere! own like JOZHI!!!!!!! yeah!!!Labels: broken promises
i'm gone; so long
Friday, August 07, 2009
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3:25 PM
haiyo! i think peepo are damn practical lo!!! tsk tsk. so sian. friends no good meh. why dun wanna be. i treat my friends better can! tsk. lalala! everytime the person whom i trust betrays me lo like xxx. tsk. unless i tell it to someone who has jian wang zheng and very forgetful. hmmmm.... hahahah! tell your something! you cant tell your deepest darkest secrets( i heard this phrase before but idk from who leyyy. i think its damn farny!!!! hahahah. if you know its you OWN UP!! i got prize ley for making me happy XD)continue on;;;; to sometone who is;;
;;impulsive
;;straight forward
;;never think of consequences
;; backstabb you
;; act act one
;; lies to you
;; hurt you
[its someone around you at times though]
be careful!!!
best is to have no secrets! hahaha!!! i heard alot alot lo. until idk who to believe but thanks peepo for being so frank! ^^ i like it. haish. but your say until i confused and make me think that everyone is like that! OMG~~ lol!!! but forget it. as said in my previous post. let it go;;let it be. however, sorryyyy, i will never ever trust you again.
full stop. however innocent peepo look[like me] hehe. they are most probably the silent killer! kill with just one flashing smile!!!! rawr! and next thing, you realises that your soul is gone. hurt is pierced. inflated.
tsk!! talking abt sth else!
we have got the 2L spirit! we rock!!!! hahahah!!! we can sing and scream and cheer well!!! whoo!!!! we own!!! hahaha!! i can feel the bond siah! we damn loud loud loud!!! today damn damn fun!!!! ming and kah leong gets to sing!!!lalala!!! not bad wor!!!! i(L) 2L
omg whats wrong with the lead singer man!!! GINA ROCK!!!!! hahahah!!!! she own!!!!! i dun care!!!! support gina support gina!!!! why timothy choose the shermaine gal i also dunnno leyyyy. hahahah he like know alot dancer hor. hmmm idc!!!! their taste guai guai one. GINA GINA ALL THE WAY!!!!! i also dunnno why i bu shuang leyyyy.... hahahah!!! cause gina is sure sure better ba!!!!!! although sometimes she is noisy. maybe she can sing as she speaks!!! that will be music. not noise!!! hahaah!!! she is nice person!!! hehehe!!!!
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i'm gone; so long
Thursday, August 06, 2009
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7:55 PM
YO peepo! i decided to post!!!! hahahh ! idk why! random!??? hmm! i decided to listen to SHUYING!!!! not to bottle things up le!!!! but i dun wanna cry like her!!!! hahahhah! i say to bloggie! hmmm! thanks alot though!!! heheh! but i had a good laugh today! thanks lots lots to liu han and shu ying! they damn farny!!!! hahah! LALALA! make me forget all my troubles! :) yay! they rock! hmmm..... talked alot today though...... see some side of things. hmmm... good and bad!!!!! hmmm..... idk ley....... sian... why like that one. i try me best alr lo. its just that i always got pian4 by you ma.... so i dun dare trust you anymore. but i still think i fall into your trap no matter how hard i try..... cant blame me cause i'm dumb ass and stupid and being an idiot. i cant help it what. i was like that from the day i was bron. you always scold me" ni hen ben leh" also no use. i wont ever get smart. just blame it on the fact that i trust peepo easily and too much. but in the end, what do i get? trust build up and torn down. its damn damn hurt can. you wont understand. cause you are the one lying and hurt me. why cant some people just spit the truth or the thing they waNNa say straight into my face?? why must beat around the bush and turn one big round and let the truth knock on my door! one thing i like about shuying is that she is some what like me ley" ever so straight forward and being dumb" X) we wont ever get twhat peepo are implying when they say sth. we dont deep into what peepo say also. its just me right. why not just say everything straight? haish. i dont understand. maybe you might think lying to me is preventing me from getting hurt or whatsoever. but let me tell you sth. cant you just spit the truth in my face and let me improve on my mistake????? isnt it better and happier? rather than keeping it to yourself and bottling up and in the end tell other peepo right.? haish. sometimes i think peepo are using me lo. but i think hard. maybe i using peepo also. but i dun thinkk i am. i will be with you if i really like you and truthfully wanna be with you right! i not that hypocrite. but i got a feeling that it is me who wants you but you dun waNt me! its like one sided thing right?? its like i need you you dun need me. haish. lalaa! i like truthful peepo man!!!! heehehe!!! but sometimes i really dun understand you man. you always promise me and you didnt make your word count. thats what makes me so damn unsecure! hmmmm. your nice and sometimes you are weird. i dun understand! i also dun like people with fierce fierce face hor!!!!! XDDDDD have a toot toot face like me!!!!!
today i pissed so damn many peepo off lo!!! but i also piss with them can!!!! >((((( rawr!!!!! i shant talk abt who izzit!!!! hahaha!!! its my BELOVED!!!!! shuying dun say hor! if not i never talk to you again!!!!!!!! rawr!!! && sorry wanxuan, i din hear you!!! ):
and i think i should apologised to peepo i hab offended again and again! i am sincerely sorryy. forgive and forget!! :) like happy liu han!! hahahah! i shall be as happy as her!!! heheheh! although i know i not fun not humourous, can be boring at times, not a good fren, a mean ass, a bad person. but i will change! i promise! just tell me what i m not good at. i will change seriously! dun beat around the bush! i wont understand! yaaaa........ hmmmm........ SORRY PEEEPOOOO! i dun mean it. i shalll fogive and forget!!! be best of frens with everyone again!!!! i know i attitude sometimes la. but i will really change and really be a nice nice person!!! my goal!!!! hahahahahh!!!!SORRRYYYY!!!!!!! seriously sorrryyyy. my bad all these days. ):
yay tomo national day!!!! wear house tee!!!!! hahahah!!!! i think noone go back pri sch leyyyy. hmmm. sing the national day song!!!!!!!
SORRRRYYYYYYY people!!!! [ hmmm.... maybe i shall take initiative and try, (listen to someone) if you dao, i have nothing to say...... mybe try again and again until you realise i really really wanna change for the better]
sorry and thanks;;;;;
{i'm so sorry but i love you i just cant lie]Labels: so sorry;;;
i'm gone; so long
